Je t'aime!

I'm the drama

you are the life

Let's make this act

forever...

We'll mingle through

The plot points...,

And unavoidable

Yet interesting

Confrontations,

Let's assume

Conclusion

The eternity.

Where

the day of the beginning

Is still a puzzle

For you and me...

Come

Let's take hands

And slowly step in

To the center stage

The whole universe

Is gazing at us

In the audience...

Let's show them

The color of our love,

Life,

And much more...

THE SEA, COFFEE, RAIN, PEOPLE AND MY SOAKED CLOTHES

I went to the rocks that looked over the sea
with a steaming café Americano in hand
I sat there and was dissolving along with its bitter sweet warmth
into the salty cold sea..
Breathing in its fresh rough wilderness with the gloom that surrounded it
And it started to rain
First with soft slanted drops..
i saw them falling but I never felt them on my skin..
Then it started to pour.. It was dripping down on me..
I still didn’t feel them
I was sitting there letting my own tears kiss me as they fell from the sky
It was crying the tears that were screaming to come out from my soul..
but my eyes and heart were too tired and weary to put them out…
So I let the sky cry for me..
I felt useless for not being able to even cry for me, yet it helped..
Then I took the longest walk in the rain…
from rocks of bamba to kolpity and then to uni…
With the empty brown polystyrene cup in my hand
People were watching me pass by
With the looks of confusion and some with the looks of hatred
Many offered me umbrellas, rides, seduced x-raying glances at my wet body,
And humorously painful words
I walked on…and still walking on..
It’d be an endless walk in the rain..
Where all I meet offers me shelter or pain
So I will walk on .. Soaked..
Watching the world watching me..
Until that day when I melt away with the rain

Hollow

I reached out
hoping to find the familiar warmth
that had always saved me from the cold
the one light that kept me
alive in winter snows
but i felt nothing
nothing but the cold empty space..
i reached further and further
thinking it cant be far off
but there was nothing
nothing but the cold empty space
all around me and beyond..

I was alone with me
so i reached within
to find strength
to carry on in the winter storm
but there i found
a broken
shattered
wounded soul
that murmured and pleaded
for one stroke of the warmth
for it to live on
it gasped and gasped
then went from blue to black
and lay..still

and now there is
nothing but the empty space around me
and nothing but a dead soul within

.......

Solitude,
is not when the world walks out on you
but
when you decide to walk out on the world..

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My life long lover...the sea

I took my wounded self to the only comfort I knew in the world..
...the soulful endless sea
It greeted me with its cheerful splendor,
yet feeling the pain I carried within
it brushed my cheek with its sweet salty breeze
and whispered loving words ever so gently..
It kissed my hurting heart with its waves
and caressed me tenderly with its soft white bubbles
And they went back yet came again
trying to draw out my sorrow into it, and give its life to me
It made love to me with each gush,
giving me tingling pleasure and a slight breath of relief
And there I was looking far out at the horizon
wanting to drown in this endless love and warmth..
To let it flow above my head
and take me away from the cruel world
into the tranquil depth of its depths
and make me its own forever…

A walk to remember...

I’m so happy
because I loved you
To your big blue eyes
fantasy behavior and smile
I loved love and will love
to every thing I saw within you

You ignored me first
but you were special to me
I was lucky enough
to be your lover
I knew that you will get hurt
when I tell you the truth

I knew I was just a passenger
to this world
But I couldn’t open my mouth
in front of you
How can I bear
the tears in your eyes

Your love gives me hope
to live another day
I’m not afraid to die
because I had every thing
What I always ask from my life
its only you and your love…...

Remember..

Do u still remember
how we used to be
I know I’m not just a dead memory in your past
as you pretend it to be..
Do u still feel our story in the wind
giving cold shudders with is piercing cold chill?
Is it just me who treasure
the dead leaves of our tree
chopped down just when it was blossoming with life
Do you feel that the roots are still alive & yet..
yet.. the sprouts are fighting to stay beneath the cover…
beneath the cover of pride?
You moved on, so did I…
What we had will never die
but will the sprouts ever
see the light of day,
I know not…
Till then the glistenning stars
of the night sky
would tell our story
The wind will carry it
beyond borders & accorss oceans
And when you hear its melody
remember..treasuring many dead leaves
just as you are
i too am waiting ...