These Words…

This life

Getting into sadness

This mind giving in to sadness

This life

Living as I’m stranded

This mind

Giving in to you.

Go ahead, just bring what’s left for me

Go ahead, just feel my flesh and bones

Go ahead, try not to be the same

Go ahead, just leave the rest to me

But you cannot take, cannot take

My soul away, my soul away from me…

This time

Letting you to change me

This night

Trying not to fade away

This time

Getting what you gave me

This night

Giving in to you.

Go ahead, just bring what’s left for me

Go ahead, just feel my flesh and bones

Go ahead, try not to be the same

Go ahead, just leave the rest to me

But you cannot take, cannot take

My soul away, my soul away from me…

Written by Heretic

Broken…

This is the world you created

A world with pain and hatred

Sorrow is my middle name

Deceived by all around me

This is the wound you created

A wound that will never heal

Bleeding again and again

Tortured by all around me

I’m broken

You ripped my heart into pieces

I’m broken

You made a hole inside me

I’m bleeding

You cut my life into pieces

I’m bleeding

You made me bleed internally…

Hurt is the way I feel

Hurt by your vicious words

And by your stupid games

Will I ever see the end

Torn is the way I feel

Feeling so high and dry

Stranded with what you gave

I can bear this pain nomore

I’m broken

You ripped my heart into pieces

I’m broken

You made a hole inside me

I’m bleeding

You cut my life into pieces

I’m bleeding

You made me bleed internally…

Left Behind...

What is love...

I learned it from you.

But now, you are walking away

Leaving me behind.

Can’t you remember anything you said

Nothing could come between us you said

But now, I don’t feel the same.

You taught me love...

But now, you want to leave me

Forgetting everything you said.

It’s true the saying, “Nothing is Forever”

But you told our love is forever

I was stupid to believe it then.

I should have thought that

One day you will walk away.

If so, I won’t be now

Suffocating under words of sorrow.

I just don’t know what went wrong

I want to know why I’m left behind

But you never told why you are leaving...

(written by heretic)

EVIL ANGEL...

When I saw you first

I thought you were an angel

But seems it's wrong

I have seen your side of evil

Looking back at me

I remember how we used to be

But when I look in the future

I see nothing but the misery

Will you ever see

Will I ever believe

That you're no good

You're no good for me

Will you ever see

Will I ever believe

That I'm too much

I'm too much for you

When I held you tight

Everytime you fell down

I used to look in your eyes

And tell everything is fine

But you look at me now

Like I'm a f**king stranger

I tried my best in vain

But I couldn't make you right

Will you ever see

Will I ever believe

That you're no good

You're no good for me

Will you ever see

Will I ever believe

That I'm too much

I'm too much for you

All those times

I have been with you

All those times

I have played a fool

All those times

I can't bring back

All those times

Now it's all gone

It's all gone

(written by HERETIC)

Stranded...

I never listened to the words
The people spoke
Never gave a damn about the shit
My friends told me
I stood there by your side
Whenever you need me
Is this what I get from you
In return to all those times

Is this what I deserve?
If you think it’s ok,
But you got to think it again
Before you leave me stranded

I thought the words we’ve spoken were
Meant to be forever
Thought the memories we’ve shared
Will be forever
Never dreamed that there will be an end
To this beautiful bond
I don’t want to let go of you
But now you are ripping my heart out

Is this what I deserve?
If you think it’s ok,
But you got to think it again
Before you leave me stranded

Now,
You try to take my smile away from me
You try to take my laugh away from me
You try to take my soul away from me
You try to take my life away from me

Now,
You got to ask yourself, is that right?
I’m stranded, is this right?


(written by Heretic)
(first appeared on REBELZZART issue 02.)